Friendship.

   First of all I want to apologize for not being able to write a post last week,  I'm involved with many tests and hardly I have time to write.
 
   Have you ever had a friend / partner who has distanced yourself from who you used to be? I did.
   About a year ago or so I met a guy who quickly won my confidence and became my best friend. At first everything  was fine, we spent a great time together, until suddenly everything changed, he became obsessive.
  He only allowed me to hang out with him , if I didn't answer his messages instantly he was angry with me and he used to say I didn't care about him. At that time I thought it was normal, that hecared about me, but sadly it was not.
   Our conversations were focused only on him, we never talked about anything but their problems, and when I tried to tell or ask him for advice about any concerns that haunted in my head he told me that they were irrelevant
   That made me feel pretty bad about myself because I started thinking I was worthless. I didn't feel loved, I didn't feel supported, I felt lonely.
   At that moment I didn't realize what was happening, my friends told me that since a few months ago I wasn't myself but when I asked him, he told me that my other friend didn't knew me well, which made them more distanced from me .
  It was not until I had a little absurd argument with him I realized how little he really cared and how much he used me. I decided to end this relationship.
 
   What I mean with all of this, is that if you have someone so toxic in your life, get rid of them . No one should make you feel inferior. Nobody is so worth it for you to change entirely for him or her. And keep in mind that sometimes the people we love the most are the ones that harm us.

   See you next week! ❤

Autumn

   Hello again!
   No doubt autumn is my favorite season. But what I like is to see the arrival of autumn, the leaves
changing colors, the days are becoming increasingly shorter, the arrival of cold, rain, etc.
   I think autumn is the perfect time for movie nights; of course you can do it anytime but it is not as magical. Personally I love sitting on the couch / bed with a warm blanket with popcorn or hot chocolate and watch my favorite shows or movies, like any Disney movie or  Once Upon A Time.
   I also love long walks in the park, and if it's during the sunset then it's more than perfect.
   I love rainy days, I love to stay home and have a good bath or to go for a walk because there are far fewer people in the streets and the sound of raindrops falling on the umbrella is very relaxing.
   I love the style of autumn, and by that I mean boots, sweaters and scarves. Because you don't need to wear eighty thousand layers of clothing to stay warm. And the full range of fall colors is beyond beautiful.
   But I must say the thing I like the most about autumn are hugs to keep me warm.
   Here I leave some of my favorite photos I have taken that for me, represent perfectly the fall.
   Until next week! ❤

Introduction.

   Hello and welcome to all.

   I am very excited to start this project because I wanted for long to share my ideas and thoughts with someone other than myself.
  
  Why "Alice Carroll"? You may ask, well, for a very simple reason. Throughout my short life I have learned that not always express your ideas and thoughts is well seen, and more than once some people have picked on me for them, so I decided to start a blog anonymously.
   The process of selecting the name of the blog has taken me some time because I wanted to briefly say a lot about myself and I think I succeeded.
   Since I was very little I always loved Disney, my parents were big fans of the films of Walt so I've grown up with them. And, as some of you know, there's a film called "Alice in Wonderland" which is based on a book by Lewis Carroll; from there comes de name.
   My dad has always loved that movie, and when I was little I was obsessed with her, going from one side to the other pretending to be Alice and my fatherthe mad hatter, I even wanted my father to bought me a white rabbit to pretend I was the film, weird, I know.
   I guess what I really liked about this movie when I was small it's that it doesn't really have much sense, I must also say that I have always been very curious, as the protagonist so in one way or another I felt a little identified with her.
   Curious and adventurous, this is how I would describe myself. But I'm also shy and reserved.
   
   I hope this project goes ahead and I will post, at least, once a week, and although at first no one will read me I want to do it and who knows, maybe in a few months or years someone reads one of my posts and it helps him or her, that's my real purpose.
  
  See you very soon! ❤